I should have gone to Bobo's place just for the sake of the turkey that I haven't had for almost a decade...

but laziness is in my nature, everyone knows it from the very beginning =)

 

No travel pass means I have to spend at least another 50% of the normal time to get to his place *sigh*...and hell knows why my keys are with him =_= only realized after 60+ hours (and being told)...sucks!

 

So I ended up sitting on my sofa-bed, with my notes beside me and typing some nonsense...

 

I love words but nothing flourish, superficial and trivial...

 

Either way, much has changed...yet nothing has changed.

 

Have been browsing people's blogs and diaries...guess maybe I'm just being nosy and bored, but hey...I want to learn about people's life...yes, life but nothing else, not about showing off how great is your lover, how grand is your Valentine's presents and stuffs...well for sure it's personal freedom to do so...I'm not judgemental but still...just being stroppy after I wasted a hell load of time.

 

Think I am contented now but...it's not a good thing I guess...

 

Proplus doesn't work well on me...the side effect made me feel even more sleepy and tired...well, after all those hours you have to keep your heart beats faster, blood flows faster, brain cells die faster...than normal, that is something thatyou should have expected...

 

I miss the Olympic size swimming pool in Bukit Jalil, seriously...

Who cares about how bad the hair can be...I just want to swim in the fxxking big pool for 2 hours non-stop!

 

I miss home now...*sigh* always happen during spring...

 

I miss the simple-normal-but-awesome-homemade-food!

 

 

是無聊到翻找舊帳之類的...

早上看著朦朧一片的數學筆記...無奈啊...

電腦不小心掉到地上去了(從床上, 也不高的), 衝擊力把引號鍵的attachement給摔壞了...倒楣啊, 第二次了, 已經...

如果IBM的決定是要我付錢作replacement/repair的話, 那還是算了, 暑假(有機會的話)回家入廠!

我還真是笨到不可理喻!!! 不該透露說把電腦摔了=_= 現在留待審查, 24小時內回覆...

希望是positive啊>_<

(想當初買IBM的理由就是夠tough!)

結果啊, 還是荒廢了整個早上, 鬱悶死了...

就是很無聊的翻看別人的日記啊, blog之類的...有水準的真的屈指可數啊...大多都無病呻吟, 玩弄文字...總結, 無奈無聊的人生!

鬱悶啊!!!

現下的人都很無聊是不? 討厭看人家玩弄文字(曾經好此, 不過啊...現在連標準中文都講不了的我, 還是算了吧)...

還是大家都...嗯...不管了, none of my business.

覺得簡單就好, 人要知足方樂...

BGM: Capital FM

外面太陽很好...

圖1: n個星期前的樣子, 週末的時候幫他把頭髮都給剃掉了! 個人是覺得不錯啦, 可是有人覺得剪得很爛就是了!!!

圖2: Easter那天裝嫩拍的=___= 很恐怖! 盒子裡的東西都是給某友人. 另外, pork belly跟mash真的很不錯!!!

誰人路過, 都給我留言去, 好讓我知道尚在世間活動的人到底還有幾個...

A song that I've fell into recently...

Tourbillon is: Ryuichi (Vocal), INORAN (Guitar), H. Hayama (Keyboard)

Heaven: lyrics and music by H. Hayama.

 

 一人では生きられない　たとえばその理由はなんだってよくて
心を焼き尽くす全てを見失う恋に焦がれて
空へと続くその階段の途中　何を手に入れるの

狭い部屋に増えていく　だからその気持ちが離れれば軽くて
無造作に置かれて　その玩具も昔は愛され
空へと続くその階段の途中　何を捨てていくの

夜明け目覚める瞬間や　誰かとの出会いさえも
いつの日かすべて使い切って
今はまだぼんやると映るその光の中へと消えて
翼を広げてみたのは　遠くて近そうなHEAVEN
その孤独から逃れるため　今日もまた何かを手に入れて
翼をたたまないように　奮い立たせるのは自分
「仕方ないね」と言い訳して　明日もまた何かを捨てていく

定まらない目標が避けられない悲しみが日常を襲っても
毎日がつまらない　それで逃げ込んでいる暇などない

現実はゲームじゃない
リセットも2度と出来ない
生き死には簡単なことじゃない

LIVE OR DIE IS NOT SIMPLE THING

タイムリミットも知らない
巻かれた時計は戻らない
翼を広げてみたのは　遠くて近そうなHEAVEN
その道程を確かめるため　明日もまた夢にすがっていく
翼をたたまないように　奮い立たせるのは自分
「仕方ないね」と言い訳して　明日もまた愛にすがっていく

 

 

Just some random thoughts...

 

Snobbish ignorant arrogant weirdos jerks fucking arseholes...

 

I hate to be demanded without considering how I'm feeling...

 

Equality among guys and girls in the world...I once, naively thought it would somedays happen but as I grow up...

 

It is just nonsense.

 

Something guys can do girls can never do it and vise versa.

 

So what the hell with equality?

 

What an idealism that the probability of coming true is so low until it can be ignored...

 

 

 

 

 

 

點解d男人可以係未見到對方之前, 係度死猛讚對方?

 

我果然唔係個d浪漫主義ge人 =____=

 

其實現實都無咩唔好啊...

 

我記得某先生寫email俾我個時候...都冇咩花樣...之後我reply佢問點解佢會interested in me...

佢話: 我覺得你有a good mix of personality, intelligence, open-mindedness and realism...

現實wor...

哈哈哈...

總好過俾人讚你naive(=無腦), cute(=唔靚)...呢地對我來講都好似不切實際...一我無身材, 二我無皮相...唯一有ge得個腦 XDD

 

其實...

(如果繼續講d details落去...虹虹又會話我荒"唐"...XDDD)

我返到倫敦有個好大個問題...有條粉腸霸佐我間房...俾個租係至平ge, 訓竟然訓最貴租ge我間房!

頂佢!!! 我係term starts之前提早2個星期返去就是為佐執屋!!! 唔係個話我都等過佐中秋先返啦!!!

尋晚同chok哥哥傾佐...暫時都唔知要點...佢比我遲一日返倫敦...原訂隔日可能就要head off去IKEA買d家私...但係...

I told him I would kick his arse out of my room...頂!

個張雙人床我自己買佐都無得訓, 就已經俾個三唔識七個人訓佐上去...

 

好...重點就係...

有個friend suggest我住去個度...但係我覺得都係唔要麻煩人好...(人情債好艱難還ga...)

but then, 佢suggest我入住酒店, 佢俾錢...

=____= 我極寒...

(但係都係拒絕佐...須知倫敦d酒店貴到飛起, 尤其佢d taste...)

呢個故事話俾我地知: 人生就係周圍都有貴人好! XDD

 

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